Claire, I am SO SO Sorry for you sweetheart. My heart is absolutly breaking for you and the tears are flowing. I just now found your other posts about Rudee and I am so very sorry for your loss.
What a beautiful baby you were blessed with and what a wonderful mommy you must have been!!! Time will heal your heart.
Riley, Fletcher, Gibson, Sasha and I send you great big hugs. We are thinking of you during this difficult time!