I think it is quite a bizarre attitude to have towards episodes which you yourself previously have described as being very painful for your loved dog. Perhaps to give you the benefit of the doubt, you are not aware how flippant your posts sound, but all the 'haha's' as you describe her going into severe spasms and shrieking is, I must say, fairly chilling. It almost sounds as if you are proud of all she suffers yet remains alive.
I concur with my moderators in their perspective on this. I am closing the thread.