well this is gonna be hard to write but my baby girl angel went to the bridge on the 11th july 2009 somewhere between 5.30am and 9.30am. i dont know how to type how she went because it was very traumatic. she was only 2years old but basically she choked. my vet who owns cavaliers himself reckons that angels pallet in her throat moved to her throat and blocked her trachea. we are all devastated and it makes it worse knowin she went in such a traumatic way. my poor bindi is heartbroken so i bought her a kitten for company coz i really couldnt face another dog so soon. so far my plan is working and theyre getting along perfectly. problem now is i cant stand a house without a spaniel.im going crazy without my mad little buddy around and i need a bit o bounce back in my life. my friend has some cocker pups and she wanted to give me first refusal on the stud dogs owners pick of the litter and ireally couldnt refuse it just seems like fate and i need somewhere positive to redirectmy love. i know it seems very soon to get anothr dog but i need that spaniel attitude around and i cant even look at a cav without welling up at the moment so we will be picking faith up on the 14th. i am aware that faith could never replace angel and i dont want her to either. angel will always be my baby girl but faith will just help me through. hope im ding the right thing coz it feels right and imsure angel wouldnt want me to waste all this love that i could be giving another dog that needs it.
so ye anyways my little angel has grew her wings and became a real angel
she was sent down to saveme done her job and i guess shes been called back to join the angels now.
i will never forget her she really did save me when i was goingthrogh a very togh time in mylife and got me through so much in the last 2 years she truly is my little angel.
we gave her a lovely burial in the valleys. buried her with her fave teddy, fave blanket, one of her fave treats and a poem that i wrote for her and then i talk bindi for a walk in the country. i wanted bidi there for the burial becase they were inseperable
even though i dont have a cavvie anynore id still quite like to be part of the forum if thats okaii i love looking and reading about all your beauties and i really dont want this to be the end of my life with cavaliers i just cant face owning one right now yanno?