I'm so sorry about calling her Princess instead of Abbey. I left a message on your blog which I just read. I was new to this site so I was not aware of it until you pointed it out to me. I wsh her health and you strength. It's what you both need. All anyone can do is just say I'm sorry as nobody can know what you are feeling as we all feel things differently. But, you have the right to grieve, cry, be angry for as long as you want or need. These are our children, no less and if someone doesn't understand this love than find people who do. This chat room is full of those of us who do understand.