I havnt posted on the boards for ages and havnt been on the website for ages either, took Charlie to the vets recently and he said that he has a strong heartbeat and he dosnt have any fluid on his lungs like he did before. He had a grass seed in his ear a few days ago which the vet managed to get out because he said that he really didnt want to sedate him because of his heart.
We dont take him for walks like we used to because whenever we do when he gets home his breathing is very fast and irregular for at last an hour or more.
He just dosnt seem like himself anymore, he's always tired and all he ever does is sleep and go out in the garden to do his 'business' i worry about him alot and i cant help thinking about him dying
When we go to the vets there always seems to be people there crying because there dog or cat or whatever has died and im scared that one day that will be me, and every day that passes is getting closer to it
I do try not to think about it but i cant help it now that he has a bad heart and everything and he just seems so different than he was....