I wrote a blog this morning and then something happened as I had tears pouring down my face. It was titled who will lick my tears. As I think about the end of the year, I am blessed to have Ella still with me but I have been upset thinking what if it is my last Christmas. It was a painful morning. I have always thought Ella was my "saving grace" and there is a story behind it.
Now to how I know angels are watching over me. I contacted my breeder about registering Ella and also mentioned how she told me that when the time is right, she would like to give me another puppy. Now that I am moving, I will be able to have another because I will not be climbing stairs. At one time, she mentioned Ella's sister had a puppy but I was torn. On one part, I thought it is my last link to Ella, but then I knew I could not handle a puppy then. So I did not get her.
Ella is much happier around another Cavalier but a puppy would be too much. Not only will it make Ella happier, I think it will be good to have another Cavalier to comfort me when (God hoping not soon) it is time to say goodbye to Ella. I asked Ella's breeder that if she ever has an older Cavalier that she is no longer breeding or showing, please let me know.
She told me that she will be placing Tiffany in 2-3 months who is 6 years old. I am tearing up because I will still have a piece of Ella to live on. I am not going to be alone and I really believe that someone is looking over me.
So I truly believe God only gives you as much as you can handle.