Omg..that is just beyond heartbreaking. I'm sorry that I do not have answers for you, although there are many good suggestions from more experienced members on the board. My heart goes out to you, you must be so devastated. It really brought tears to my eyes when you said that she "couldn't move apart from her tail wagging" ...that really show's what amazingly loving spirits these cavaliers have. No matter what is going on with them, once their beloved owners are near, all is well in their world. I can't imagine my life without my cavalier girl. I'm so sad for you...I can definitely recommend that you visit the board often during this time of grief, as all the members here are a wonderful support system.