Well today we took Murphy to the cardiologist. He was very miserable when we got there and just flumped on the floor... Today was only for a psychical examination and questionnaire but because Murphys heart rate had gone up, she needed to x-ray him as she thought he was going in to heart failure. I burst out crying.
We went off for half an hour whilst Murphy was x-rayed, I was panicking and so upset as Murphy is around 7 now, so I expected this to happen even though I don't want it to. We went back and she came out with Murphy with all smiles, he has detoriated but not yet in CHF. Phew, what a relief. I know Murphy is going to be a little fighter. It is so hard to think positive knowing heart failure will eventually happen, but for now we will treasure every moment we get and adore the time we spend together. Thanks to murphys cardiologist Sarah who is amazing.