I havenít written about Sydney in a while, but he is struggling a little and Iím struggling a lot. His good days still outnumber the bad days, for which I am VERY grateful, but I do see the decline little by little. I miss taking him on our long leisurely walks or racing him down the hallway. I miss him being awake most of the day.
I just HATE heart disease so much and watching him go through this is killing me. I know I am doing everything and anything possible for him, but I also know that he wonít get better. I love him soooooo much.
For some reason today Iím having a really bad day dealing with all this and needed to let it out and I know you guys understand.