Sadly, last night, my beloved Bertie took a turn for the worse and I had to take him to the emergency vet where they admitted him to try and stabilize him.

Unfortunately, they couldn't stabilize him and called me a couple of hours later to go down there to say goodbye.

Poor Bertie was so very exhausted, he went peacefully with his chin in my hand and me stroking him and telling him how much I love him.

Today I feel so very empty and lost without him, can't believe he's gone so quickly. I just want my baby back but he's gone :-(