I hadn't been able to post about it until now, and even now I'm crying...

On September 19th I had to put my beloved Bentley to sleep, I held him in my arms and he went peacefully. I'm just totally devastated. He was 8 years old. The last year had not been kind to my love, he started getting so ill, and I learned he had Cushings disease, as well as heart failure. he just got so bad, and was in rough shape, I didn't want him to suffer. He was my whole world. I have never felt such loss.